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[Mar. 11th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the radio | ] |
well im bored. i have nothing to do right now. i found out last night that some one is still talking shit about me. saying all these lies. someone told dion that i said to harris either me or him. i would never say something like that. some is taking things i said out of line or there trying to ruin my realationship. well its not working at all. i cant trust any one anymore. harris thinks its chris, but why would he do that. hes with someone eles. so i really dont care. it just upsets me that people have to say these things. what really blows my mind is that someone would say that i cheated on harris with some random guy. i havent even flirted with any one. its so stuped. people have nothing better to do than try to hurt me and harris. well who ever it is, FUCK YOU! I mostly think its funny more than anything. but life goes on. im bored and need something to do. i did laundry, but i cant think of anything eles. well thats all. talk to you latter. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|01:54 am] |
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| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | meat loaf | ] |
well me and harris got into another fight. i hate it so bad, because its always the same thing. i seem to never hang out with him. but all i do is see him. i feel like i never see anyone eles. i hate it so much. i just want to run far far away. but like that would help. like social d says " you can run all your life, but not go any where.", that line makes to much sence. argggg, theres not much to talk about today. i worked all weekend like usally. and slept all sunday. im so bored of my life. i wish i had something to look foward too. but theres nothing. i cant go to shows, i cant go out to parties. i fucking work on the weekends, maybe i'll look for a new job. i dont know. i hate these's feeling i have inside. i just want to scream so loud. but what would that do. NOTHING!!!! well, whatever. i dont care anyways, just keep going on this day to day thing. im trying to live my life difrently now. its hard trying not to be spontaness, just not caring. but i have to start. and its the hardess thing ive ever done, not worrying about tomorrow or later down the road, but about today and what my actions do to other people. but whatever, talk later. |
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| i hate pickles |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|05:50 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
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| | nothing at the moment | ] |
well life is like a pickle. it smells funny, looks strange and has an aquired taste. im feeling rather confusied. but in all im having a good day. i have to go back to work tomorrow and i get paid. weeeee. |
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| poooooooooooop |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|05:03 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alkaline trio | ] |
thanks heather for that coment. it made me smile. im alot better than i was. i got my new car today. also i get to go to the strip club tonight for dions brithaday. well nothing is new. i have to work ten hours tomorrow and saturday. hurray. just joking. well talk later. judy |
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| silly me |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|12:38 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | chris issak | ] |
so here i go. stupid stupid people. i hate how people love to talk about me, and say things that arent even true. doesnt that make you feel so special. well chris likes to think that i want him back. hahahaha. sorry, so i missed him a little but im over that. i never made any impression that i wanted too. well then, tracey, i guess, talks shit about me. oh well, it just come to show who your real friends are. tonight i hung out with little travis, we ate and went to a movie. we saw euro-trip. it was funny. i laughed really loud and i dont care. then i went to denny's and sat with josh and skinny. i hadnt talked to josh in a really long time, so that was nice. then brittney came in with some dudes. i new one of them, zak, well then i sat with them and it was nice. they all went to oly like me. they were nice and really funny guys. now im home and bored. my grandparents will be here tomorrow with my car. yes!!!! a car with a sterio. so im in a good mood. well thats it. so talk to you latter. judy |
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| poop |
[Feb. 20th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
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| | sore | ] |
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| | no of your business | ] |
well today i moved back home. it feels really nice to be here. i think im getting sick because my hole body hurts. it feels sore. also i have to work to night which sucks. but oh well. life gose on. i just want to do yoga. or something like it. its cool 'cause i got my first paycheck yesterday. its nice to have money. but i have nothing to spend it on. i'll just spend it on stupid stuff and wont have anything to show for.well im going to take some asprin and lots of it. then go buy an energy drink and some cold med's. then off to work i go. well talk to all of you later. judy |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|11:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alkaline trio ( its all i have in my portable cd player) | ] |
today im very boerd. i cant sleep anymore and have nothing to do. well my life is peachy. work is fun and easy. i hung out with heather yesterday and i felt bad because she's sick and i didnt want to drag her around. well gots to run. |
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| nothing much |
[Jan. 29th, 2004|04:50 pm] |
well tomorrow is my first day of work. yesterday was just boring, i watched 10 movies about denny's and read a bunch of other things. harris (my boyfriend) got really sick yesterday also, pucked every where for no reson. my mom is taking me shoping tonight so i can get pants for work. yeah! well thats about it.
im kinda worried about this job. just the fact the chris goes there. i know he pretty much as another girlfriend, but it just worries me. if harris shows up and they have words, i could loose my job, and i dont want that to happen. but it doesnt matter really. thats all for now. |
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| today the first day |
[Jan. 26th, 2004|02:39 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
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| | none is on at the moment | ] |
hi, this is the first time i've ever done this, so hi.... thats all for now. |
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